Assignments....
Projects...
All those "S" seem to be so irritating when I was overwhelmed with hills of coursework!
Again, all "S"s keep come into my mind, in fact in my real life, they never give me up. So, wondering whether it is a good thing or bad thing?
Well, of course I will appreciate more if good thing comes with "S"s...haha!~
At this moment, I can't find a word to actually describe my feeling.
Feeling so...I don't know...Kind of want to and shout out loudly as I don't use to cry...
A lot of pressures from this and that, I am really tired about them...
And, again, nothing can be done...
Yesterday in fact was a really depressed night, I am quite fed up at that particular moment and in fact the feeling of helpless haunted me..
I, don't like to be irresponsible or doing last minute stuff;
I, never ever let myself complete something that I know is incorrect and submit as my work!
I dislike and definitely HATE this kind of thing!
Is not that I can't handle all the critics but I prefer a chance to try before the bullets actually shoot on me! Fair what...
Everything is that easy as you see...
Eyes do tell lies all the time and interpret the wrong thing "cleverly"...
But we do like to see thing using our eyes, this is human.
Anyway, I didn't mean everyone is like that but most of the human are under this category, including myself sometimes..
Well, anyway, I just want to say, IN MIND is always much more EASIER than IN HAND!
Well, maybe there are times no one is wrong, which is a sad case.
Alright, this is what we call LIFE, so just accept it...
No trying to bad-mouth whoever though I am really feeling bad. But somehow I think by telling myself that I am the wrong side will make myself feel better...
Cheer!
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
. : 24 July 2007 : .
URL: http://www.jonpatch.ca/flightsim/screenshots/empress_night.jpgDon't ask me why because I don't know the answer-yet.
Sometimes I do like to gaze through the starry night and just leave myself fall freely into my own thoughts, I simply enjoy that kind of feeling. Maybe it's because during that particular moment, I don't need to endure the sadness and failures of reality?
There is still a long way for me to go but it's sad to say that I am sick with all these. In fact, they are all about relationship stuffs.
Each time I am depressed, I will feel like...never want to love anymore.
And each time you give me your hand...My feeling tells me, you are the one.
But somehow, feeling is just a liar.
I tried to face, tried to handle, tried to continue or maybe I had tried to give up too...Sigh...
How sad was it when I yet failed to find my way out.
Human is kind of a complex animal, with complex thinkings, judgments and feelings.
Why does people say human is the most intelligent animal on the Earth? In what sense?
Some Humans, are brilliant in finding reasons to cover their backsides when the shit hits the fan;
Some Humans, are expert in finger pointing when they are incorrect;
Some Humans, are good in laying promises after "Sorry" comes into play;
Some Humans, are outstanding actors when their mistakes are inexcusable...
Well, I am not saying that all human is like that, I am just pressed down by something or things.
In fact, I personally feel that the most tiring thing is neither I need to hit my target, nor need to work hard for things, it's just facing human.
Some people are faked; Some are irresponsible;
Some refuse to move; Some just choose to blame...
But what to do? Or what can I do? Life is like this...
Take a deep breath, I think I will feel better if tonight is a starry night...
Black, represents the darkness of life; represents the loneliness of heart...
Sometimes I do like to gaze through the starry night and just leave myself fall freely into my own thoughts, I simply enjoy that kind of feeling. Maybe it's because during that particular moment, I don't need to endure the sadness and failures of reality?
There is still a long way for me to go but it's sad to say that I am sick with all these. In fact, they are all about relationship stuffs.
Each time I am depressed, I will feel like...never want to love anymore.
And each time you give me your hand...My feeling tells me, you are the one.
But somehow, feeling is just a liar.
I tried to face, tried to handle, tried to continue or maybe I had tried to give up too...Sigh...
How sad was it when I yet failed to find my way out.
Human is kind of a complex animal, with complex thinkings, judgments and feelings.
Why does people say human is the most intelligent animal on the Earth? In what sense?
Some Humans, are brilliant in finding reasons to cover their backsides when the shit hits the fan;
Some Humans, are expert in finger pointing when they are incorrect;
Some Humans, are good in laying promises after "Sorry" comes into play;
Some Humans, are outstanding actors when their mistakes are inexcusable...
Well, I am not saying that all human is like that, I am just pressed down by something or things.
In fact, I personally feel that the most tiring thing is neither I need to hit my target, nor need to work hard for things, it's just facing human.
Some people are faked; Some are irresponsible;
Some refuse to move; Some just choose to blame...
But what to do? Or what can I do? Life is like this...
Take a deep breath, I think I will feel better if tonight is a starry night...
Black, represents the darkness of life; represents the loneliness of heart...
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