. : 25 Oct 07 : .

There are times things are sore
There are times I wish sadness will never soar
There are times things are more
There are times I wish heart will never moan

There are too much to say
There are too much I wish to stay
There are too much to take
There are too much I wish to escape

There are times I look into your eyes
There are times I can never fight
There are times I look into your heart
There are times I can never hide

There are too much to fight
But there are too much I can never hide
There are too much to write
But there are too much I wish they're right

It's life
It has no eternity
It's life
It has to leave

It's a lie
I never miss you
It's a lie
I never need you..

. : 08 Oct 07 : .

Alright, finally I have finished all my examination and yes, I AM FREE but doesn't mean you don't need to pay. Haha. So, I will work out thing according to my schedule, I have to be discipline enough to control myself. I have to cover the following:-
1. MySQL
2. Java
3. PHP
4. C, revise my favorite
5. Joomla
6. My personal website (maybe)

What do you think? Will I able to make it? Haha. Well, I HAVE TO. Haha, I have to say so or else I know I will never make it happen.

Well, let me summarize what I have encountered before this. I faced some funny funny stuff from time to time, it's just that I was being too busy in exam so I don't have the time to actually to mad at all those things.

Finally, I can see how creative a person can be in story-creating, acting innocent, disgusting, back stabbing and irresponsible!!! Not going to say it here as I think it will actually "pollute" my blog.

Anyway, the main purpose I am here is to write about something that touched me a lot. Well, in fact my mom is facing some problems with her stocks, I am not quite sure what is that but I will be helping her out later and tomorrow.

Then, somehow, my mom just called up my second sister who is studying in KL. Then, my sis like shocked when she heard that I am going to help my mom. I thought it will be more likely that she will say,"Are you sure she can handle?" Haha. I admit I am pampered by my mom and sisters all the time.

However, of course, she never say that and finally her response was,"Ha? Don't la, later she will cut her hand." See! Haha. I know if she was here, she will help me out all the time. Haha. Nothing, just want to say that I am very blissful. Haha.

Alright, finish my story, so I have to go sleep as I have to wake up earlier tomorrow.

END SUB

. : 28 Sept 07 : .

I am really very very very pissed off!! A lot of things to handle, a lot of things are coming up and a lot things to mad of!!

I mean what is this world about? Finger pointing? Blaming others for his own fault? Scolding student as it's the lecturer's fault? Ish~ Why this world will have this type of people?

"I am trying my very best to give you all marks already..". Come on, you don't even dare to admit what are you doing here! You are trying your very best to fail us.

We are neither blind or numb, what you are trying to raise issue among we students, sorry to say that we just able to see it all through and will never fall into your trap!! Sorry we have to disappoint you!

Another one will be our "dearest" 25 kid!! "Accurate" information passing!! We will remember you, don't worry. But better watch out!! Having too much of "heads", you will know it's not good in the future!

Alright, better cool myself down and work for my final exam. If it happened that we score, sorry sir, for sure it's not your work!!

Take a deep breathe!!! Taking...

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Previously, I was very keened to do my revision for the Quiz. Now, forget about it, totally pissed up by him! How can he said himself as professional lecturer as he don't even know what is he talking about?? As a guy, do you think keep blaming another lady who had already left the college like this is cool? Come on! Act like a man. (However, I will forgive you if you are not).

Hell man! What is this theory where a student's marks have to be minus due to being too detail?? Come one! Any problem with your mentality?? As a lecturer, what you are teaching your students are just IRRESPONSIBILITY, NONSENSE, SUPERCOMPUTER IS NOT USED IN TODAY'S LIFE and some kind of STUPIDITY as well. What you know is just how to blame blame and BLAME!!

All the time you are always correct while we students or others will be the wrong one. If you are so good in cheating your ownself or in your imagination, please QUIT as a lecturer and go be a writer, you will definitely HERO of all! In fact, you are a hero now too, HERO of NONSENSE! Won't you feel shameful for all your movement? Won't you think of your family? Like when your daughter know her dad is this kind of people? Come on!!!

Always use others name to achieve your own goal, shooting using other people's gun! But don't forget that the hand is still yours and we will make you PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID and what YOU SAID!!!! If you are not qualified PLEASE QUIT!!!! Don't waste the management resource and our students' time! We didn't pay for nonsense! What the heck is that I wrote extra thing for the assignment since YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING and everything is PASSED TO YOU JUST LIKE THIS BY OTHER LECTURER??? So, I make it a point to write in detail just to give you a clearer view in the topic, so I am WRONG?? IF YOU DEDUCTED MY MARK FOR GIVING EXTRA INFORMATION, YOU WILL PAY FOR IT! ! ! ! !

If we write less, then lecturer will say,"I tell you all, when reach Degree level, you all have to write how many and how many words just like this!" Okay, we write more now, then WE ARE WRONG? WHAT DO ALL OF YOU WANT?? Moreover, first time say thing, second time say another thing and third thing ANOTHER THING AGAIN!!! The worst case is the information is all WRONG!!! Come on, if as a lectuer we student able to detect your error, you can go back SLEEP!

Lecturers can scold me or even step on me but sorry you are not allow to, as my mom doesn't born me to step by A STEAM-ER!!! PEK CHEK!!

. : 18 Sept 07: .

Last night, in fact I attended my friend's birthday party. Originally, the plan was to fall on Mr. Pot which is a restaurant located in Gurney Drive. So, when I reached there with another friend of mine, then suddenly my mind voiced the words of my friend. She said,"If all of us go to the beach now, then maybe our faces will be captured and published in the newspaper with the title of "Youngsters with no sense of awareness"!"

Haha, in fact I am not quite sure about how Tsunami used to come or go, or is there still a high percentage that it will attack again or we're safe now? Alright, I have gone too far. So, yesterday since me and my friend had reached Gurney Drive earlier than what we have predicted, so we just have a stop in front of the sea. Well, I saw the tide had ebbed. Based on some sayings, if the sea recedes from the coast half of the wave's period, it is actually a sign for Tsunami. I didn't say that what I saw last night was a sign of Tsunami but I just not feeling that comfortable with what was in my eyes that time.

The reason is simple, I don't want to die now. Haha! Then, only I realise there is a lot of things there I want to do but not yet done, is A LOT!! So, I think I have to work harder for all these! (Then, why are still blogging here? Go to do your work!)..

Well, basically I was doing just now but then the Hotmail spoiled my mood! How can it show me the message that the mail has been delivered but in fact it never reach the receiver??? Hell!! Alright, just forget about it as finally it reached too (though it late for 2 hours *"real-time" transmission*).

Okay, stop and end here, go to work.

YY

.:25 July 2007:.

Assignments....

Projects...

All those "S" seem to be so irritating when I was overwhelmed with hills of coursework!
Again, all "S"s keep come into my mind, in fact in my real life, they never give me up. So, wondering whether it is a good thing or bad thing?
Well, of course I will appreciate more if good thing comes with "S"s...haha!~

At this moment, I can't find a word to actually describe my feeling.
Feeling so...I don't know...Kind of want to and shout out loudly as I don't use to cry...
A lot of pressures from this and that, I am really tired about them...
And, again, nothing can be done...

Yesterday in fact was a really depressed night, I am quite fed up at that particular moment and in fact the feeling of helpless haunted me..
I, don't like to be irresponsible or doing last minute stuff;
I, never ever let myself complete something that I know is incorrect and submit as my work!
I dislike and definitely HATE this kind of thing!
Is not that I can't handle all the critics but I prefer a chance to try before the bullets actually shoot on me! Fair what...

Everything is that easy as you see...
Eyes do tell lies all the time and interpret the wrong thing "cleverly"...
But we do like to see thing using our eyes, this is human.
Anyway, I didn't mean everyone is like that but most of the human are under this category, including myself sometimes..
Well, anyway, I just want to say, IN MIND is always much more EASIER than IN HAND!

Well, maybe there are times no one is wrong, which is a sad case.
Alright, this is what we call LIFE, so just accept it...

No trying to bad-mouth whoever though I am really feeling bad. But somehow I think by telling myself that I am the wrong side will make myself feel better...

Cheer!

. : 24 July 2007 : .

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Don't ask me why because I don't know the answer-yet.

Sometimes I do like to gaze through the starry night and just leave myself fall freely into my own thoughts, I simply enjoy that kind of feeling. Maybe it's because during that particular moment, I don't need to endure the sadness and failures of reality?

There is still a long way for me to go but it's sad to say that I am sick with all these. In fact, they are all about relationship stuffs.
Each time I am depressed, I will feel like...never want to love anymore.
And each time you give me your hand...My feeling tells me, you are the one.
But somehow, feeling is just a liar.

I tried to face, tried to handle, tried to continue or maybe I had tried to give up too...Sigh...
How sad was it when I yet failed to find my way out.
Human is kind of a complex animal, with complex thinkings, judgments and feelings.
Why does people say human is the most intelligent animal on the Earth? In what sense?

Some Humans, are brilliant in finding reasons to cover their backsides when the shit hits the fan;
Some Humans, are expert in finger pointing when they are incorrect;
Some Humans, are good in laying promises after "Sorry" comes into play;
Some Humans, are outstanding actors when their mistakes are inexcusable...

Well, I am not saying that all human is like that, I am just pressed down by something or things.
In fact, I personally feel that the most tiring thing is neither I need to hit my target, nor need to work hard for things, it's just facing human.

Some people are faked; Some are irresponsible;
Some refuse to move; Some just choose to blame...
But what to do? Or what can I do? Life is like this...

Take a deep breath, I think I will feel better if tonight is a starry night...
Black, represents the darkness of life; represents the loneliness of heart...